bad habbits

yesterday i avoided fast food, i cooked between classes and ate alright..i gained 2lbs in the evening weigh in..great...great...

this morning someone is trying to con me into a restaurant breakfast....I'm tempted to say "fuck it, sit down restaurant's are not fast food" but honestly that's kinda a lie. Places like that just seem like better food and you sure pay a whole lot more. Part of the problem is I don't go to the store enough, i'm going ot do that today, i just..urrrgggg.. this is hard, it would be so easy to just go to IHOP and have pumpkin pancakes and not really worry.

day 0

I was diagnosed with PCOS and type 2 diabetes recently.
I've been trying to lose weight, it's not going so well...my biggest failing..eating out.

I'm in gradschool, mcdonalds is easy...what can i say?

To try to lose weight, i'm going to attempt an anti-supersize me...I am going to NOT eat ANY fastfood or restaurant food for a month.

This is making me anxious, I'm kinda a fast food junkie, and the idea of just quitting cold turkey, I dunno if i can do it...

This journal is to kinda just help me sort it, report what's going on, and help me focus.

Right now i'm at about 222lbs, down from 237lbs at the beginning of may when i was diagnosed with all of my health problems. It's good but it's not great. I hope that no junk food will help me move forward towards my weight loss goals...lets see anyways.

-v-